Author: Pamela Engel

What’s The Point?

Sometimes, you just have to wonder: What’s the point? Why am I going through all this stuff? I’ve been spending a lot of time wondering just exactly that this last week, these last two weeks actually, and mostly because things have been so unrelentingly bad. I’ve been having a lot of trouble walking, to the…


On Seeing Shadows

OK, it’s official: Punxsutawney Phil did not see his shadow, so there is to be an early spring in 2011. I love the sound of that, but I have to say I’m skeptical. After the winter we’ve had so far I’m thinking that winter doesn’t appear quite ready to give up yet. We’ve carried a…


Little Things

Can little things change the world? They say that if the ‘little’ Dutch boy hadn’t plugged the ‘little’ hole in the dyke, the whole country might have been lost to the not so little sea. Or how about, “But for the shoe, the horse was lost, but for the horse, the soldier was lost, and…


Making A List

This week I took some time off from writing because circumstances seemed to decree it. We had a national holiday (Monday, January the 17th) when all three of us (Paul, Joely, and I) were off together, a snow day from school (Wednesday, the 19th) that Joely and I didn’t take off, and then another snow…


More Ups and Downs

I should be used to this: Things are never going to go smoothly. (Now, repeat after me: Things are never going to go smoothly! Things are never going to go smoothly!) More ups and downs were inevitable, and I don’t just mean trips to the basement! Yes, I have continued exercising, but the results haven’t…


A Brief Glimpse Of The Future?

We have a Thursday evening Bible study with another family every two weeks that is always a wonderful addition to our Sunday morning church. On this particular Thursday (01/06/11), my day lined up in an interesting way. Last week I was really tired, and I have to say I was thrilled (and guilty for feeling…


New Year Reminiscences

Reminisce. My Webster’s says it means ‘to think, talk, or write about past events.’ And that’s what I’m doing here; I’m thinking, talking, or writing about events from the past year, and trying to put things into some kind of order. BAD or GOOD? GOOD or BAD? Sometimes it’s all one and the same, as…


Christmas Ghosts

At Christmastime every year I have a ritual I go through without fail: There are certain movies we as a family must watch together at least once during the holiday season. Some of those movies are fun (Holiday Inn) some are touching (White Christmas) and some are just plain feel good movies that take place…


One Week Later

After rereading the last posting so I don’t repeat myself, I can’t say that I have all that much to report except to say that things aren’t getting worse, but are improving instead. The pain in the upper right side is merely the pain of the two recent extraction sites, and both seem to be…


Three Days Later

It’s after 2:00 AM on Saturday morning, and I’m at the computer because I woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep. My usual night is to be awake and writing (on this blog or my book) for two or so hours, after which I’ll go back to bed and fall right to sleep. It’s…